I see the air to keep on moving as the sounds are gloomy but the music is grooving
I want to believe that this taste in my mouth isn’t that bitter
I’m in love with a shadow that’s a lie stranded under the night sky
A Girl who hates the simple things and is so special she occupied my mind
The pain she has been inflicting made me feel like a victim
And I feel like a little lost child, but then I realize I’m the chosen one
So look in my eyes before I run
My memory has notes on a scandal, I’m breathing in the air of a lost night desperately trying to find a pattern among the screams
The stage and the beams overcome me as my soul leaves my body
I saw my love from a distance, and even as the dark nights cease
I realize my heart may not know its part, but the pain got leaner when you were by my side
I remember a lovelorn creature scrambling to be free, with a heart that was to big for me
My love stayed down to the wire where the bad ones go, and she ran with me down a desolate hill only to fall to the bottom
Her last words run with me wherever I go, from the top of the stars, to a sky that is blue, to the snow of a windy mountain or drowning in a river
She was my last thought, as I was baptized by rejection
I know the night would forewarn me but a day would come when this hex and curse would let me free
I smile in the mirror remembering the past, and thinking about a future
She set my world on fire, but someday another will burn it down
The nights when my body was numb and I dreamed hard and shot high, my hand passing through clear skies
Sometimes my heart sinks like stone, and I wonder when I will roam
When the days will engulf my chest and I will once again be blessed
I’ve been ruined and tarnished, only to be reborn as the representative of lost hearts
I miss the days when my heart would beat so hard I’d feel like I was dying, when I’d wipe off her tear as she was crying
But those memories have a time to go
I shake off the nonsense and stand on the edge wondering whether there is a way back home,home to all the pain and the dishonor, I wanted to show everyone I know that I was going to make it home
I went to hide from whatever is broken, that reaps through the wild wide ocean tide
And as I glide,all the love in past won’t hurt inside and maybe it’s time to go and be something greater then I’ve ever tried, and I don’t want to hurt your pride,but maybe its time to just fly?
