Testosterone
My heart is in custody and my mind beneath my id, my veins bulged as I had a gun to the side of my fucking head
A rat as a friend and a fiend sitting next to me waiting for Gabriel to put a tune to his end, crying in the background of a town with little sound and even less substance
Bones to mend as I bathe extensively in my sin
Enjoy the violence in complete silence and stop for a long wait
Belief in my reasoning is what brought me to this apocalypse
You broke my mind and sent me down through this hell
Dying to get away from myself, and living to see the result
Bang my chest with my eye closed to help me believe that my actions were more than what they were
All the dreams I had about her were due to my absence of faith
Used to not have a pot to piss but now my mouth plugged so I can’t even shit
Cut open my guts to show people I’m a real person, wit and denial build my confidence as the depression worsens
Missing someone that love and not understanding what the fuck love is
Chasing after a nice face and a big pair of tits, some zest and then some nice ol’ hips
Fetish gear and whips, masks with blood running down your leg
Forced to plead and beg as God takes my innocence
He may have the upper edge but he isn’t winning this
