Wondrous Night

Oh when you set me free
All I could do was dance to the tune of a new world 
It sounds so good to be in a world so free
Some place where i can reminisce about all the beauty that i did see
Life is just a bizarre portrait that i’m ready to paint 
Stress has been killing me 
All i want to do is dance with you girl 
Long into a wondrous night 

Sorry for the Long Wait!

I’m back, i apologize that i haven’t been around! So I’ll be publishing a novella through Trafford Publishing in Early January. It’s extremely exciting. I’m so happy and readyd to dive head first into this beautiful madness. I’ll introduce the book to you ovvr time! For tonight however i have a bunch of stuff for you guys

Daddys Gone

Oh oh, Dad ya were my hero, opposite of the common zero

Now i See the four headed monster of doom, my perspective on life is in full zoom

Daddy, We could’ve had it all

Now you make my life fuckin impossible

I write this with tears and syllables

’cause i will be the only one, standin as the lonely son

Realizing that my perfect life is done

Daddy’s Gone, Daddy’s Gone

I wanna tear apart your memories

Blatant obscenities, my trauma took furious entities

I want you to now, that healing is so slow

I have to mend the wounds of every blow

I was that lonely boy, not sure what to say

Oblivion or a shattered day, my dad’s memories began to decay

Dad, we could have had it all

Instead my only hope that night was a hospital

I will be the only one crying in midnight park

I need a father to find me in the dark

Oh Dad, Fear is my best friend, it took your place  in my life till the end

Suicide was your message to send

I love you to much for your life to end

This life of mine isnt right, i scream and beg for reality to begin

Empowerment, means finding love withen

Sea within the Ocean

 

Then it’s your eyes, that don’t walk alone

And we believe in you, tonight

Walking through the streets

My dreams stay steady rising
My dreams fall to the shadows, tonight

Walking through the streets, my dreams stay firmly riddled in pain

My dreams descend but I’ll fight

 

But until the end, I’ll walk alone

Before the witnesses of the night

Will you hold my hand

Will your heart stay rooted toward the shadow

I’ve seen the bleeding sky far beyond shadow

The darkness of the night won’t be my option

The light near the moon has been my savior

Far before the beginning of time

My heart is a vessel and the light at the end of the tunnel is my sea

If you are an angel, then what does that make me?

Until the end I will carry you in grief

Find a sense of forgiveness

Believe
Hold everything close and see

That if you are a river I understand why I have drowned

If your eyes are the ocean, then what is your frown?
If life is a game, then am I the clown?
Do you believe me or is this an empty climax

Is that a wall behind our backs?

Is this world made of particles that we lack

If there are so many holes, why do I get stuck in the cracks?