I can’t do well at night
Especially when i think you’ll leave
Do you love me?
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My Love
Here she comes again
Holding onto the joys of desire
Oh the fears of the diminishing regime
Hearts of lies, and the wind whistles as my dreams die
Only to think of life
The light blinds me tonight
The waves of the ocean give me a feeling of warmth
But I am undone
As I write a rhyme
To stop time and turn the world around to make you mine
When we say goodbye
It’s a mortal wound
Because my eyes have always followed you around the room
But here she comes again hushing my fears of the night
Trying to make sense of these wondrous dreams
Floating on the cusp of sin
I hope there will be a night when this love can begin
When we say goodbye
It’s a mortal wound
Because my eyes have always followed you around the room
And you are the reason my sun comes up
Darkness at the end of a tunnel
Far away from all the trouble that made me nothing but a shadow
Far away…
Warmth
Here it comes again
Delay the start,
To carry on through open doors
This must be life
There is something burning at the back of my mind
I just can’t describe
I’m holding out to find light in the sky
Fireballs in the air
As I fly
Belief in the darkness
The fear in what’s not right
Begins to open up
Trying to keep my feelings from coming undone
There is something burning at the pit of my heart
Hope is a dangerous sin
I want to fly but I don’t want to fall
I want my life to begin
I know you can’t love me anymore
I don’t know how to love
Forget the Noise
Can you Feel the Flow? The fluidity, I fear that each line has its own original identity. I used to dream of going to on a big vacation, poor so forget it, thought about horseback riding instead of the Caribbean but the closest thing I got was watching pornos with sybians. Don’t say anything, but I’m beginning to sharpen, be fearful and disheartened because my body is weak but my mind is a Spartan
Do you feel the Anger? I spoke in Tongues, First it was direct publishing, now I’m flourishing after I mugged the industry, some people question my ability after they question my history, I answer in story and in mystery, I want to show you what Glory means to me. Your dealing with a poetic virtuoso, so much rage that I spit evil, this was the moment when I didn’t feel well, this wasn’t the life that I wanted, this felt like hell.
So I dressed for war, we were urban critters that blended with the dark, no west side story, but we were sharks. Billing Issues, Funerals with discount tissues, slashed tires, murder for hire, prostitution, religious institutions, the boys communicating with their hands and the self righteous Judge presiding over the witness stand. I screamed seven letter swears because I’m a beast, ravaged my moral fiber until it was left deceased, gaunt sickly body, the world is preoccupied with who is a hottie and who is a nottie, now everyone be silent for the boy with the shottie
In The clouds, they said, “Fuck the Noise, attention is the predecessor to suspicion. Don’t Look at Us For Redemption, stare at the abyss, so close to feel the flame’s tongue kiss. Grab your paper and pen, you will need it if you want this to ever end”
My Grandma told me it was the dreams i had to chase, to drop bombs on the horizon im so eager to erase. Ten years later murder was the case.
Assimillate the vocabulary to decimate, i told her i wanted to get my cut, she said to mutilate. If this book takes over, Grandin can legislate. Never hesitate to pontificate, never humiliate just eliminate.
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Drums Next Door
I’ve been to my own gravesite in my mind
When the winds were so strong
For you and I to stay together, but don’t have any fear
Hold me closer and I’ll take us home
Before then let our minds roam
To conquer the wall in between our love and his admiration
Dedicated to all the broken hearts
And the ones waiting to break
And for god’s sake don’t peel away
When you don’t have the best of days
What’s at play is the fate of the only world that matters, yours
If you stay alive long enough to drive fast cars and pick up white girls at a Copenhagen bar
Playing drums to your favorite song
Right before your unbeknownst swan song
When the barrel of life’s gun points between your eyes
Will you cry or look at all the beauty that conquered the pain
Will you cower, because you had more love to gain
Or will my days that remain
Be smeared by self destruction
I Feel
I feel Life today
Looking for some substance
In this wondrous blue
The Top of the Earth
Explosions in the sky
Couldn’t distract me from the perfection in your eyes
And as clouds burn and i start to relax
I stay in awe of your beauty
Trying to stay on track
Moments like these, make me questions my commitment
I realize i can’t prevail with such resentment
Pray for My Life
All these Lies
Resurrect Life
Looking around
Ready for a fight
Sweat drips from your head
Cold Hard pavement
Trying to persevere
Against Depression’s enslavement
See my Future
Believe my Drive
Let me blossom
Pray for my Life
The Last Kiss
Im nothing
Wasn’t good enough
I’m to fearful to ever reach forward again
Just to hold your hand
After our love ends the bitterness begins
You hate me because i am to blame
Envious because this life for you is just a game
I would have never said those three words to you
But back when i was drowning in high tide i was clueless
Lost in sea
Because you and me were never meant to be
Tonight
Standing alone on the corner
My clouded dreams
Wither within the shadows
Can anyone see me?
Under these streetlights
Tonight
The ground beneath is shaking
As I give god my final plea
Begging and screaming
On my knees