Beginning to Float Away

It hurts when I breathe it hurts when I bleed

 

And Cry,

 

Moment in the city when the promises will break

 

You always end the sentence the same way

 

I gaze up at the dark sky, on the same day I was fading away

 

Waiting for the right thing to say

 

Hold me as they tear me apart

 

Look inside deep and save my heart

 

And I am fading away so quick with the sun in my eyes

 

I carry lifetimes full of broken smiles

 

It hurts when I bleed

 

What I can’t have I desire, I used to be so low but now I dream higher

 

I’m fading away counting on there to be something

 

So Many years of nothing

 

 

 

I miss the blue skies, now I’m holding on with all my strength for my life God made an angel who has done nothing right

 

I don’t want to cry or bleed

 

I just want what I need

 

The Sun doesn’t shine because I don’t believe

 

I’m drifting away as all my friends they leave me

 

I need your help

 

Please Free

 

Me your sentences end the same way

 

I open up my arms, and close my eyes

 

You want to help this angel, because all night he cries

 

Now I’m fading away don’t you realize, I am dying right now from Life’s lies

 

I need everyone who loves me near, to open up my eyes

 

To see me so defenseless and help me try to stand on Blue Ice

 

 

 

The saddest thing I’ve said, is that I recognize myself in the mirror

 

I need you all to love me, love me clearer

 

Because I’m fading Away

 

Drifting Away

 

But I don’t want to die

Poetic Parenthesis (Bus Ride)

There is a bus ride, that I take in the morning

Sun Rises as I’m yawning
They say you can make a story out of anything

So let me write this song, you can sing

I’ve got sun in my eyes on this bus ride, feeling some breeze with the water in my eyes

Intercepting the life, but it’s not a pick six
Siting next to an old woman who smells like the death sticks

Life is a blessing, driving across from blessings

A Chinese restaurant, the food is a blessing

Time that I’m missing, money that I’m pissing away

That’s why I had to ride the bus today
Next to shady characters, looking very hazardous

Life right now feels like swing or miss

I’m close to my destination, but I’m living and breathing underneath procrastination

And now I’m looking at skyscrapers that I blame for corporate mechanisms and greed

But they are institutions and programs that I use and need
The bus ride is an eye opening thing

You feel like a peasent but theres no reason you can’t be a king

Self worth thrown into the mix and the devil gets his kicks

But life transcends large houses and cool bling

You are creatures, who…

Ride the bus, and if you want feel free to join us

Da Da Da

I see the air to keep on moving as the sounds are ghttp://anthonygrandin.com/loomy but the music is grooving

I want to believe that this taste in my mouth isn’t that bitter

I’m in love with a shadow that’s a lie stranded under the night sky

A Girl who hates the simple things and is so special she occupied my mind

The pain she has been inflicting made me feel like a victim

And I feel like a little lost child, but then I realize I’m the chosen one

So look in my eyes before I run

My memory has notes on a scandal, I’m breathing in the air of a lost night desperately trying to find a pattern among the screams

The stage and the beams overcome me as my soul leaves my body

I saw my love from a distance, and even as the dark nights cease

I realize my heart may not know its part, but the pain got leaner when you were by my side

I remember a lovelorn creature scrambling to be free, with a heart that was to big for me

My love stayed down to the wire where the bad ones go, and she ran with me down a desolate hill only to fall to the bottom

Her last words run with me wherever I go, from the top of the stars, to a sky that is blue, to the snow of a windy mountain or drowning in a river

She was my last thought, as I was baptized by rejection

I know the night would forewarn me but a day would come when this hex and curse would let me free

I smile in the mirror remembering the past, and thinking about a future

She set my world on fire, but someday another will burn it down

The nights when my body was numb and I dreamed hard and shot high, my hand passing through clear skies

Sometimes my heart sinks like stone, and I wonder when I will roam

When the days will engulf my chest and I will once again be blessed

I’ve been ruined and tarnished, only to be reborn as the representative of lost hearts

I miss the days when my heart would beat so hard I’d feel like I was dying, when I’d wipe off her tear as she was crying

But those memories have a time to go

I shake off the nonsense and stand on the edge wondering whether there is a way back home,home to all the pain and the dishonor, I wanted to show everyone I know that I was going to make it home

I went to hide from whatever is broken, that reaps through the wild wide ocean tide

And as I glide,all the love in past won’t hurt inside and maybe it’s time to go and be something greater then I’ve ever tried, and I don’t want to hurt your pride,but maybe its time to just fly?